My Daughter

I am just transferring pictures from my hp to computer, most of the pics is my daughter’s ones. Never thought, she can change, slightly changes from time to time. If I havent seen these pics maybe I wont realize it. Time like flew away, sometimes I am afraid she is grown up too fast, but if I wish she stays the same (always be a baby girl), I will be a selfish mom. Now all I can do is just to enjoy every moment with her, hopefully will be not missing any moment. Now I am still doubt to pregnant again, I am afraid that I will love Cia2 more than her bro/sis, when I share this thought to my husband, he said I am ridiculous, how can it be happened, whenever the time arrives, things will be happened accordingly. Well, I know my thought is unrealistic, but just can not get rid of this thought, how if I can not be fair to both, how if I love one more than another, too many “how if”, maybe I should follow my husband advice “things will be happened accordingly”, hopefully.

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